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Saturday, February 19, 2011

How do i explain this feelings that i have right now,
Only god knows how i feel right now...
Im struggling myself in this reality world...
All these while i was in my own fantasy world as i seem not to care
about what gonna happened in the future...
I only pay attention to what is happening right now..
Right now im loving someone who already have his own ******..
i don't even know if its a right thing or wrong..
I just love him so much and i wish he could be mine..
Sometime i cry as what will happened to me if one day he leave me..
What if one day he is happy his own family..
Will he leave me just like that...
Everyday i miss him and i wish i could hug him everytime i see him..
Seeing him sleep on my lap makes me wanna cry...
Wish he could be mine forever and i wish that this will never end..
I know that all of this will be temporary...
God give me the strength when that day come..
When he will leave me...
I don't know what will happened to me and no words could describe how i feel....
I NEVER regret meeting him in the first place...
I love him for who he is and i know its my mistake for loving him..
But i could not stop myself from falling in love with him..
Because loving him was out of control and i will never stop loving him...
I will never hate him nor will i blame him for everything he done..
All i wish that he happy being with me all these while..
Seeing him smile makes me happy and even if im not part of his happiness..
I will always remember those memories with him such as places i went with him..
God knows how much i love you fir....
God knows how hurt i be when one day you have to leave me...
But i just want you to remember that i never stop loving you..
I never hate you for what you do neither do i blame you..
I just want to see you happy and always remember that life is to short to be sad..
Sometime when u feel sad,just look at the moon and stars...
There someone out there thinks about you always and want to see you smile at the end of the day....And that person is me..Loves,ashabella

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