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TheGirlSheWannabe is SimpleAnd Happy always. She loves Everyone around Her, and She Love being Pampered. Never Judge me if you don't know me alright? (: ♥I Deeply in LOVE with my Gemuk♥ :D
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Friday, February 25, 2011
 Too many things happened Lately and there nothing i can do about it... Im just to stress to think and i fcuking stress... My FUTURE?? I have dissapointed my MUM...Gosh..(CRY) Im so sorry mum i did this...you know that i love you so much no matter what... Because of love i hurt myself... God give me strength to overcome everything now.... I just wanna change and think positive in life.... I don't need your sympathy and i dun need you to judge me or my life... Love sucks and Love is not everything.. When you go through it,you will know that its NOT ALWAYS ABOUT LOVE... Labels: sicko Sunday, February 20, 2011
 "Whatever you do,Follow your heart" He always tell me this and yes up till now i never listen to people advice.. Its my life and its me who go through every single thing in my life... Whatever decision i made is because i want to not people who Ask me to do... I choose to love him from the START so why must i STOP.. Why must i stop halfway of my journey when i should just go up till the finishing line... Be its happy or sad ending,at least im brave enough to face it that this is REALITY.... I must learn to get hurt if i want to be in love right... You can't stop your feelings if you like someone..Once you in my situation you will know.. I use to say why must that person like people who is attach or belong to someone else.. Now i know the answer.. You will never understand a person situation unless you experience it... Once you love somebody than u will know how it feel.. And you know that love can change you... Saturday, February 19, 2011
 How do i explain this feelings that i have right now, Only god knows how i feel right now... Im struggling myself in this reality world... All these while i was in my own fantasy world as i seem not to care about what gonna happened in the future... I only pay attention to what is happening right now.. Right now im loving someone who already have his own ******.. i don't even know if its a right thing or wrong.. I just love him so much and i wish he could be mine.. Sometime i cry as what will happened to me if one day he leave me.. What if one day he is happy his own family.. Will he leave me just like that... Everyday i miss him and i wish i could hug him everytime i see him.. Seeing him sleep on my lap makes me wanna cry... Wish he could be mine forever and i wish that this will never end.. I know that all of this will be temporary... God give me the strength when that day come.. When he will leave me... I don't know what will happened to me and no words could describe how i feel.... I NEVER regret meeting him in the first place... I love him for who he is and i know its my mistake for loving him.. But i could not stop myself from falling in love with him.. Because loving him was out of control and i will never stop loving him... I will never hate him nor will i blame him for everything he done.. All i wish that he happy being with me all these while.. Seeing him smile makes me happy and even if im not part of his happiness.. I will always remember those memories with him such as places i went with him.. God knows how much i love you fir.... God knows how hurt i be when one day you have to leave me... But i just want you to remember that i never stop loving you.. I never hate you for what you do neither do i blame you.. I just want to see you happy and always remember that life is to short to be sad.. Sometime when u feel sad,just look at the moon and stars... There someone out there thinks about you always and want to see you smile at the end of the day....And that person is me..Loves,ashabella Labels: gemuk |
